I think I'm gonna write that song I've been thinking about for years... "I'd rather be a widow than a divocee" (if he drops dead, don't look at me)

I'm also sick of the way Bob hogs the bed so that I have to wake him up if I want to get into it. If I wake him up, he wants to hold onto me like a teddy bear, and frankly, I can't stand that. I wish he worked 7 days a week, sometimes, just so I could go to bed at night and sleep.

Frank's FINALLY getting around to mopping the floors tonight... so I suppose I'm in his way... oh well. I'm not real happy about still being up, either.

Once again, Bob's off work in the middle of the week... and we're broke. What pisses me off is that they called and said he could come into work tonight if he wanted to and he said no.

Wow... I haven't been here in a while. Good sign how out of control my life has gotten... ugh.

I didn't get online at all yesterday... it was such a busy day! We went to church, then I had a lot to do to get Joey off to camp... plus I cooked twice. Today I had to get up early to get Joey off to camp, and I don't feel like doing my housework, so I'm avoiding it by being online. Surprise, surprise...

The baby is very demanding, and I haven't been feeling well lately, either.

I am having a hard time getting online for any length of time lately... gotta make some changes soon!

I hate it when he's online all night long, then still hangs out on the computer in the morning, playing stupid games. In fact, I hate relinquishing the computer to any of the rest of my family members, because all ANY of them do is play stupid games. What a waste of time. Meanwhile, I never have time to catch up on all my email.

I'll be glad when Bob goes back to work.

The whole family is getting on my nerves... they were all in the living room, except for Sarah... making noise, so I couldn't concentrate to read... now they've finally all dissipated.

Still working on getting over the cough, and sniffling a bit... but I think Selena's all better.

I'm still not feeling very well, either, which doesn't help. Plus, Bob's off work, now, 'til next Wednesday, and I can't stand it when he's off work. Hopefully he'll do more than sit on the computer all night every night...

Lousy night... baby woke up in the middle of the night and did NOT want to go back to sleep! Now Bob has taken Joe, Tim, and her to Young Circle Park to see a parade, and I've put in potatoes to bake to go with the steaks we're supposed to be grilling for lunch. Dunno when Bob will actually get back, though...

Still sick, still rainy... oh well. No MAJOR disasters around here, anyway, just the usual slow decay...

I'm getting too stressed out. I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack or stroke... getting too fat, still smoking Camel Filters, and not getting any exercise... ugh. I hate myself when I get like this!!!

It's been raining all day, and it's been a helluva day. Bob went out this morning to dry the laundry I washed, but he forgot one of the loads so I had to get Frank to take it to his girlfriend's house and dry it. The kids are all stir crazy and driving me nuts... I wish I could go out, but even if I could think of a good excuse to just go on out and enjoy myself, I look like hell cuz I'm still getting over this head cold, and I've got no money to spend.