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Monday, January 28, 2002

Up late again but ready to go to bed soon. Bob has been scheduled for five days this week, which sure beats the hell out of the three he was scheduled for last week. He did take a vacation day to help fill out the paycheck a bit, but with the 22 hours he worked, that still makes only 30 he's getting paid for. Yikes! If this keeps up I'll have no choice but to seek some form of employment.

Baby fought sleep this evening, which made clipping her nails very difficult. I had to do it, though, cuz they were getting dangerously long and I was afraid she was going to hurt herself. Plus she kept pinching us all! Managed to get it done without nipping her like I did last time, though. I felt so bad when I made my poor little girl bleed... even though she didn't seem the least bit disturbed by it. She didn't whine, cry, or complain in the slightest.

These daily headaches are getting me down. If they don't stop soon (within a week or two) I'm going to have to go to the doctor about them. I just hate to do that when Bob's income is at an absolute low. However, I do prefer to keep him as broke as possible so he can't be spending money on pornography or Penny. So I guess it's okay.

I gotta go to the shrink again on Tuesday. Ms. Holman from DCF never has called this month, however, so I don't know if they've decided it was time to close my case or if BSO told her they're taking me to court, or what. Nerve-wracking. If I haven't heard from her by the first of the month, I'm going to call her and find out why. She is supposed to come every month and have all my kids sign forms that say she came... blah blah blah... buncha bullshit. Beware us dangerous potheads. What a bunch of nonsense. Wasting time harassing me while some poor kid's getting his brains bashed in across town and they're doing nothing about it.

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